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2007-04-02T18:41:00.000+08:00

MOVED

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2007-04-01T17:08:00.000+08:00

OMG .
the past week has been alright for me .
started tutoring & its not as easy even though the kid's only primary one .
like wtf do primary kids need tuition for , right .

anyw , everyone's busy preparing for the Easter Carnival this coming Sunday .
im helping ps kelly out at chaichee office doing those sai kang jobs ,
but like whtvr laa (:
painted murals for the Carnival & i must say Sandra & Crystal did a rlly good job (:
so proud of them two .
met Daniel Goh the day before for brunch & we caught up quite abit . gonna miss him when he's going to aust to study .
supposed to go for Madam Wong's last night , but someth told me that i shdnt .
so i dint , & lucky i didnt .
firstly , we only left TC at 11plus .
secondly , Sidney & Aster were trying to sell off tickets .
which showed that nobody wanted to go .

so its good (:

sorry for a very rushed post .
its cos my thoughts are very disorganized now ,
& i have no pictures to help .

oh , before i forget .
some other party at DXO this thurs night .
tickets going at 14bucks (:
courtesy of Sidney .
he had better not be selling me expensive tickets or I'd personally whack him .
left right CENTRE .
there's a runway thang during the party frm 7pm onwards , so if anyone's interested , please let me knw .
cos i should be going to support a dear friend (:
then , maybe or maybe not , overnight cycling with my tribe .
but i dont knw if i should .

oh wells , WE'LL SEE .

-out

2007-03-22T21:06:00.000+08:00

ripped this frm CANDICE (:

Choose 10 random people from your friends list and write down your true feelings about them. Do not disclose who they are. Leave them guessing.(in no order of importance okay :D)

1. You are my favourite shopping PARTNER but we should stop buying so much stuffs until our banks are almost close to zero at the same time . HAHA . i knw you're loving your new school now but im missing you ! its like , frm 3of us in ngee ann to only me left there . its okay , i'll see you on saturday ! then we can rock til thy Kingdom come ! :D loves !

2. Yo dude ! i miss you , like rlly . school is robbing you of precious time with your best friend . KAP one day yo ? & we need to discuss abt our frickin' party !! :D you're much loved .

3. ZHOUSAN ! & you should stop saying yo cos im gonna slap you til the cows come home ! ((: then again , i shouldnt or DAN will cme & bash me up . i dont rlly want an ending like , fatimah . *ahem*

4. You're the best dude to hang around with ! (: all those nonsense bball stuff we do tgt , all the sleepovers . You're the SISTER !!! hahahaha . okay , i shant be so mean . but rmbr , you ARE LOVED (:

5. HEY BABY ! i missed you loads & heaps . its seems like eternity since we hung out . & it probably costed you a BOMB to call me for that 5mins frm KL . but that just shows how much YOU LOVE ME ! then again , its not that you dont knw the feelings i have for you .. ;)

6. BOO ! (: i knw you like to say that ! it seems like another eternity since i last saw you , though it was only a couple of days ago . but damn , i miss you . & its gonna be yet another eternity till i see you again . omg , i should stop this yo . but hey , *hugs* -bigsmile-

7. HELLO YOU ARE FARAWAY BUT IT DOESNT MEAN I DONT MISS YOU . look at the brightest star , & you will see the reflection of a daughter's heart . & rmbr , she cares .

8. Hey you , bitch . You knw what you've done & I know what you've done . there's no denying , no apologizing required either . Its OVER , you got it ? O-V-E-R .

9. HEY . i love eeyore & so do you ! we need to catch up soon , cos ive LOADS to tell you about ! study hard for O's ! QA rocks my socks !

10. Eh , you hvnt been texting or calling me , yo ? got new friend then dont care about me ? what in the world do you think you're up to ? call me & date me for a game of frickin' POOL . ASAP .

happy guessing (:

-out

2007-03-22T13:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVINN !! ((:

anyway , ive just submitted my course enrollment online
& aft getting my laptop tmrw , & mummy paying my term fees ,
i should be all ready to start poly life .
it is rather exciting .
but part of me wants to just stay home , in my comfort zone .
i dont exactly want to start sch , yet i dont rlly wanna idle away .
i wish i had more things to do .

or do i ?

anyway , there's this freshmen camp thang on the 11th , i think .
& omg , i dont knw if i wanna go for it .
i knw im supposed to make new friends & all
but im being a little stubborn now .

i miss the sea of green peas everymorning at 7am .

oh wells , im outta there alr .
whts wrong with me ?

i have always had this on off thing for someone in particular .
& for some reason , maybe this time , its here to stay .
its not the time to start something new ,
but i daresay it is the start of something beautiful .
if it does work out .
lets just keep our fingers crossed ,
shall we ? (:

on the other hand , i rlly miss the greenies .
if you're one , smile now cos you're missed .
& loved very very much .

-out

2007-03-19T11:14:00.000+08:00

this is smth Sandra drew for ME during the G12 conf .

this post is to update you guys abt my past busy week .

ROMP II was alright only . saw some friends , & met up with those i missed .
it was great for a time of meeting up ,
but honestly , St James is not a big deal .
the party was at powerhouse , & it was rather small .
i could hardly move , & some of the guys there are rather desperate .
for example , the one who touched nrl everywhere .
thank God i was wearing jeans & not the initial skirt i wanted to .
songs were terrible cos there were repeats .
there were some problems regarding ticket sales , thanks to calvin chung's friends .
ugh , aster was rather pissed .
but im glad i saw her that day (:
rlly missed her craziness & im gonna see her in NP soon !

me & Nrl at Powerhouse .

char , bffff , me , nrl at St James . i look like fuck , man .

we left at arnd 3am , & i headed to Crystal's hse , where we were staying for the night .
they commented that i looked rather wasted when i walked into the house , & i smelled of fag .
those fucking bengs & their SKLs .
(sorry bengbeng , i wasnt referring to you !)
Crystal made fruit punch (read: ribena + carlsberg + something else)
but well , i must say it was not too bad (:
i heard that Denise & Sandra were high on Hooch , Daniel was still drinking his Asahi .
Sandra was acting all motherly , by cooking for me & insisting we ALL drink plain water aft 330am .
aft that , it was a madrush for the bathroom & we only fell asleep at 5am .

Bengbeng at his BEST (:

the initial plan was to go to sentosa for the afternoon ,
but thanks to the threatening sky , we decided to play bball at the court downstairs .
played for abt an hour & we headed to the swimming pool (:
at first only Denise & Daniel wanted to go down .
then all of us did in the end .
& we had loads of fun .
pity none of us had our phones so we couldnt take any photos .
but it was a rlly good time (:

on our way to VivoCity for my crunchy shrimps !

G12 started on Friday for me ,

& somehow , bad things always happen during then .

& to you , G12 isnt the same without you .

stuff happened , & im rlly quite pissed off with a certain someone .

but i know i should still love .

sigh .

im sorry yo .

me piggy-backing Crystal ! she weighs a TON .

the translation boxes !! :DD so cute yo ?

Sandra & I on sunday , at the toilet .

aft svc , we went to play pool at Cineleisure .

in the car on the way , it was rather funny .

& im gonna miss sitting at the boot of the car .

(:

& the singing .

but we will go on !

on a side note , i wanna thank Crystal , Sandra , Marcus & you , who was there for me when i needed you . thankyou .

okay , im off to shower & to parkway to meet Marcus & Sandra for lunch & POOL !! :D

do i sound like a hopeless pool addict ?

-out

2007-03-13T13:42:00.000+08:00

i wanted to blog overdue photos frm my cg's cny gathering .
but well , looks like blogger isnt being very cooperative .

):

on a lighter note ,
there's Romp2 tonight !

ive been looking forward to this since god-knws-when .
hahah .
i hope it'll be fun .

& CRYSTAL BIMBO !
all the best to ur appeal results , (cming out in 10mins)
NGEE ANN !!

-out

2007-03-08T10:57:00.000+08:00

saw this on kerri's blog , & i thought it was rather funny .
shows wht everyone thinks of the different JCs . (:

___

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They'll prefer it to be darker.

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJ students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They'll find ways out of the dark.

Q: Who wrote all this?
A: A TJCian.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

Q: How many MI students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None, everyone's leaving after PAE, so there is no need for any lightbulbs.

2007-03-08T09:57:00.000+08:00

Goodnight Goodbye my dear , I wont be seeing you .
Take care Farewell today , but first let me know this is true .
See you Rest well , though please dont let me wait here like a fool .
Goodnight Goodbye my dear , I know I'll be missing you .

2007-03-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

past week :

guitar buying date with brother ;
posting results + sushi date + bible study :D ;
dental + appeal + shopping ;

& most imptly , a new friend (:
wht more can i ask for ?

-out

2007-03-06T10:24:00.000+08:00

IM AN OFFICIAL NGEEANN POLY STUDENT !!

:D

its a happy day , happier than ytd .

<3

sushi later !

-out

2007-03-04T22:46:00.000+08:00

this is a rlly old photo thats long overdue .

aft seeing them during CNY , i realized how much i miss them .

anyw ,

ROMP2 @ St James' Powerstation

13th March 2007

its a party you shouldnt miss ! :D

BFFFF ! , i miss you like crazyy .

& stefCHEN : my headphones !!

<3s

-out

dreamgirls

2007-02-28T12:30:00.000+08:00

caught dreamgirls ytd with Sandra & Crystal .
it was quite good , just a little draggy due to alot of singing .
but then again , its a musical .
stupid jamie foxx .
:DD

we saw the trailer of Mr Bean's Holiday , & my my
its hilarious .
anyw , i finally got to eat my favourite CRUNCHY shrimps frm LJS .
& damn , i think im getting a sore throat ):

m[phosis is having this giant sale thing , & i bought tops at 10bucks each .
its super cheap , im considering going back tmrw to get more cheap buys .
HAHA !

sanctification camp this weekend ,
we will prove it to them that we knw its a WORK camp & not a PLAY camp .
ugh .

i dont knw if you knw this , but im waiting for you .
you need love , i need love , we all need love .
so what are you waiting for ?

-out

2007-02-27T19:39:00.000+08:00

for some reason ,
im just so sick of this blog .
& im working on smth else .

this may just be the start of a brand new journey .
<3s

2007-02-26T13:12:00.000+08:00

Cafe del Mar by night (:
isnt it gorgeous ?

Cafe del Mar - indoors

UPDATES !
hey world , its been a long weekend for me .
with that worship encounter at VLTCA ,
rehearsals for it ;
my , i dint get much rest .
i was thinking of doing this post last night ,
but i was too tired to even turn on the com .
oh wells .

21stFEBRUARY ::

it was my aunt's birthday today , so she wanted me to spend the day with her .
we went kboxing in the morning , then shopping in the aftnn .
but in the evening , denise joined us for dinner at Cafe del Mar .
& i was planning on skipping the dinner to go to Crystal's hse for the WE rehearsal
but boy , im glad i dint .
Cafe del Mar at night is so much prettier than it already is in the day ! :D
& to add on to the birthday atmosphere , my aunt received news that she won 7000bucks for 4D .
like omgxsz .
it was her first time buying 4D , & she got first prize ?!
talk about birthday luck .

scurried to Crystal's hse & by the time i got there , it was 8pm alr .
met Daniel , Sandra & Crystal at the gate , then proceeded to do abit of rehearsal .
prayed , & that ended the day .
by the time we left , it was alr 11pm .

22ndFEBRUARY ::

met Daniel at Serangoon MRT at 245pm , then headed to Macs for lunch .
met Jerald in Macs for a quick bite , & off we went to the church for rehearsal .
stupid Daniel brought me on this big fat round , but at least we reached .
the church looked better than expected , but still , not fantastic .
rehearsed for abt an hour plus , then Sandra had to go for her dance practice .
went to city hall with Sandra , bought colored contacts , & some products .
met Denise , & then headed home tgt .

23rdFEBRUARY ::

met Crystal at Serangoon MRT & walked to the church tgt .
met Serene along the way .
reached the church in abt 15mins , then we got down to rehearsals .
this photo was taken outside the toilet aft the first worship session ;

Serene , Crystal , Daniel & Me

The first presentation was done by DANIEL ,
& as you can see , it was an Introduction to Worship .

Daniel giving his talk .

It was a good presentation , except that the powerpoint slides were like storybooks .
then Serene gave her testimony .
aft all that , we had a BBQ (:
the kids did all the cooking & all i can say is ,
Too Many Cooks Spoil the Broth .
*shrugs*
by 9pm , the five of us couldnt take it , & decided to leave for prata at Suriya's instead .

(: double ME .

Samurai Crystal at Suriya's .

Suriya's House Rules :D

aft we were satiated , we headed to some void deck & started playing card games .

played BigTwo , then Bloody Knuckles .

& soon after , Serene had to go off .

so the rest of us headed to Daniel's house , where we were to spend the night at .

we slept in the Guest Room , & the toilet had this "funky" smell

so i intoxicated the toilet & Guest room with my Rougeberry Scent .

& it was nice .

as Sandra & Crystal took forever to shower ,

i showered in Daniel's room toilet .

& i learnt that not only girls used conditioner :D

Sandra slept soundly , but Crystal & I talked for a bit .

& we heard Sandra SLEEPTALK :DD

soon , we fell asleep .

24thFEBRUARY ::

at 545am , Crystal's alarm played Iris & woke the entire world up .

we took turns to shower & Daniel came to brush his teeth cos we stole his toothpaste .

look at his hair ! :D

we rushed over for breakfast then started worship & all

i felt that this camp , though short , was good .

most of the participants caught the msg we had wanted to put to them .

so (:

had lunch at Suriya in the aftnn , then Crystal , Serene & I headed to Crystal's house to play pool .

Serene & Crystal were telling me abt some TV show that was hilarious .

damn , why do i always miss this kinda shows ?

at 530pm , Crystal & I rushed down to TC for rehearsal .

Uncle Dan had asked me to stand in for Drums just for that night ,

so i did .

& omgxsz , guess wht song we had to play ?

FREE .

gosh , i almost died .

went for dinner at MOS burger with Crystal ,

then shopped around in Parkway Parade .

bought my Charles & Keith clutch bag :D & she bought a pair of heels frm there .

while waiting at TC porch for Crystal's dad to cme , Daniel came along (:

so three of us shat some bull for awhile , then off we went .

i was so shagged when i got home that aft my shower , i went straight to bed .

25thFEBRUARY ::

we finally took our band photo at Hall 9 cos we looked terrible ytd .

this photo failed , like many others , cos Daniel was looking AT SOMETHING ELSE .

finally , a good one . Crystal looks so diva-ish .

& i think everyone looked good in this .

oh , & Daniel told me that the whole room smelt of my Rougeberry .

he was lying on the mattress & was like , "eh , whts that smell ?"

HAHA !

Crystal & I had a good talk abt certain things that are going on ,

& that we both dont feel positive about it .

its good to knw that someone else feels the same way you do ,

even though nothing's gonna change .

lets just hope smth will (:

-out

2007-02-19T16:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE !
the cny fever has gotten into me .
& my , the food is ever so great .
this year , i helped gran alot with the preparation of food .
so obviously , the food is so much *ahem* tastier .
:D
anyw , this post is updates frm Valentine's til now .

14thFEBRUARY::

Valentine's was not much of a grand event for me ,
cos i dont have my other half .
*shrugs*
ANYWAY , the night was spent with Nrl & Nirosha ,
Dinner @ NYDC .
we had a good time catching up , laughing , being emo ,
& also cursing all the couples we saw along the way .
HAHA .
we sent nrl to orchard towers cos she had work .
took photos outside Palais Renaissance .

nrl & i , nirosha dint knw she had to be in the pic .

us three , though nrl looks like shit . but i put this photo cos i look nice (:
its MY blog .

somehow , i learnt smth frm this year's Valentine's .
learn to appreciate someone or someth , cos you never knw what you've got till you've lost it .

16thFEBRUARY::

got up before it was even bright cos viv was leaving for Canberra at 0905 .
rushed to stef's hse , waited 20mins for her to put on her contacts before getting down .
bus-ed to the airport , & reached to finally see vivien .
nrl was late cos she woke up at 744am when we were supposed to meet at 730am .
haha . well , she managed to reach at 820am .
so PHOTOS !

thankyou JOHN WONG for this photo ! gonna miss vivien loads .

the bitch who just got out of bed & ME (:

0905 came so fast , so we went for breakfast
chatted & we decided to make a trip to TK .
primarily for the ang bao frm misslui .
sorry for being greedy , but 20bucks in exchange for 2 oranges was tempting .
so off we went .

camwhoring on the bus

stef looking all pitiful .

look , someone at the back's so so bored !

well , misslui dint give us our angbao , but whatever .
that stupid woman , so much for sucking up !
waste of my efforts .

rushed down to VivoCity to meet the BFFFF :D
we had a much-awaited Cafe del Mar date .

me & BFFFF on the tram to Cafe del Mar .

the beautiful pool we spent most of our day in .

my sexayye BFFFF :D

& the exhorbitant bill . no need to see the details , just the total .

18thFEBRUARY ::

the usual dudes came by , except for a new addition ,

GISELLE ! (: she was holding on to that angbao as she was asleep !

& even though i dont rlly like babies ,

i couldnt resist one with her ! (:

my 2nd youngest cousin aft Giselle , Samuel . cute ?

the brothers (: doing their thing , as every other year .
the xbox .

aft a long hard day , granny & i (:
i love her .

anyw , im looking for a fricking job cos i cant be idling my time away .
but for now , i think i'll go take a nap (:
stefanie's influence ):

-out

2007-02-17T13:34:00.000+08:00

hello everyone ! (:
the past few days have been eventful .
but unfortunately , thanks to the CNY fever , im in no mood to wait for blogger to upload photos .
that means i wont be blogging much til aft the first day of CNY .

valentine's was spent with nrl & nirosha at orchard :D
& my friday aftnn was spent at Cafe Del Mar with my BFFFF .
like we said , " i could lie there forever , "

happy cny to everyone :D

<3s

-out

2007-02-16T10:48:00.000+08:00

Ugh waiting for the bloody guard.

2007-02-16T10:38:00.000+08:00

Someone's very bored at the back HAHA

2007-02-16T09:47:00.000+08:00

Airport

2007-02-16T08:26:00.000+08:00

2007-02-16T08:24:00.000+08:00

The truefriends :)

2007-02-14T16:13:00.000+08:00

Look who's that ! :)
My baby elmo !
Haha .

Its valentine's day today , & i am starting to feel the love .

Meeting the clique later for dinner , missed them loads .

Somehow , im hoping to see someone before this day ends .
Pray my wish comes true .

On a side note , i finally decided on wht course to take & i feel so much more at ease now .
That's one big thing off my mind , the rest is in His hands .

Happy valentine's , everyone !

-out

Guess who :)

2007-02-13T19:47:00.000+08:00

updates ((:

2007-02-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

this post will be mainly visuals of friday & ytd .
as the saying goes , a picture speaks a thousand words (:
dont think i'll be able to blog a thousand words to illustrate a picture .
hha .

FRIDAY ::

on the bus to TKG with vann

& kerri (: this is the last time im wearing this ugly uniform !

Axis Bar @ Oriental

the jazz pianist & singer that marcus & i love listening to .

me , crystal & denise at the Oriental's washroom

me & denise in Oriental's bubble lift

me crystal & denise in the cab - LOVE !

just look at her face !! (: so cute .

crystal (with her deflated heart ) & denise

SATURDAY ::

renee & i (blue light)

renee & i (pink light )

some bloody clown at the Chingay Rehearsal

those guys in red were on stilts !

if you look carefully , you'll be able to see quan yifeng & bryan wong in this photo .

SUNDAY ::

crystal sandra me denise in crystal's dad's car .

thank God that mummy still lets me choose the poly route .
my fate will lie in His hands .

oh valentine's day is coming up ! (:
i wonder what it will be like this year .

-out

olvlresults

2007-02-10T00:07:00.000+08:00

im quite disappointed with my results , frankly .
but its over , so there's no point crying over spilt milk , i guess .
i've accepted my results .

& im so proud of STEFANIECHEN , RENEEOEI , ANNELIM , KERRITEO , NRLIMAN , NIROSHA , PRIYA , SHRTL , SNAM & everyone else out there .
omg , you guys did so well !
im rlly so so proud of you .
esp stefanie , (:

dang , i wanted to blog abt smth , but i fucking lost my train of thought .
what in the world is wrong with me .

-out

cafedelmar

2007-02-08T19:14:00.000+08:00

WHATS UP HOMIES !! (:
haha , im a little high now frm all the sun & sand .
shall update abt today .

woke up bright & early , only to receive a msg frm fets that she had the worst stomachache ever . she asked me to give her a morning call at 10am .
i called her at 940 though .
cos we were supposed to meet at 11am , & it takes abt an hour for her to get down .
oh wells , fets always plans to be late .
at 1050am , i called fets & she was surprised that i was still at home .
i told her cos i was sure she would be late as well .
of course i was correct , but i went early cos anne said hans was probably there alr .

met hans at the control station , & since the others were gonna be late ,
we decided to walk arnd vivo city .
we went to check out shades at the sunglasseshut , super cool , but rlly expensive .
aft that , we were looking for food when we popped by ben & jerry's & hans saw his friend working inside there . so we bought ice cream (:
at 1220pm , fets & anne finally arrived .
& raphael too .
went to meet the other millenians at ThaiExpress , shared a pineapple rice with fets .
before the food came , we heard some lion dance thing starting , so hans fets pretty & i went to check it out .
we hardly could see anything cos the lions were inside the new bank .
so we camwhored :D

me hans & fets . (it was rlly very loud)

posing for the camera !

we soon headed for sentosa , though there was a little dispute abt whether to go or not .
those who were there today , thanks for going with me even though you guys dint rlly want to go .
we alighted at siloso's Cafe Del Mar (:
& mymy , it was such a nice place .
like what mr fooL said , "an oasis in the middle of the desert"
it had a swimming pool in the middle of the scorching heat .

we found a "bed" to put our stuffs ,
while anne & raph went inside to keep away frm the heat .
whats wrong with some sun ? (:
christie & i bought drinks .
stupid raphael was laughing at my drinks ):
i ordered half a dozen blowjobs , meaning to share it with everyone .
who knows , they shared a shot !
i ended up drinking 5shots .
bleah .
& raphael insisted i took my top off .
i still rmbr what he said "I WALK ONE ROUND , & WHEN I COME BACK , YOU BETTER STRIP ALREADY ."
stupid boy .
camwhored somemore .

christie & pretty - they said they wanted to fill my phone with memories of them :D
they're so cute .

me & fets (in my shades !)

soon , the others gathered arnd me .
& as i had guessed , they wanted to go off la .
of course i dint stop them .
firstly , i dont rlly knw them well .
but more imptly , i knew that they came only because i wanted to .
so they went off to vivo , & i tanned ALONE at cafe del mar .
i ordered a tequila sunrise & waited for bffff to arrive .
of course , she nvr did .
so i went out to vivo to meet her instead .
had dinner with the millenians at Banquet , then left real early for home .
i reached back at 630pm ):
so loser , i knw .

visuals

the view i had frm my "bed"

my tequila sunrise (:

that lady works in cafe del mar , & she's quite hot (:

lastly , me & bffff outside candy empire , aft she bought goodies for symone .

we're getting back our O lvl results tmrw ,
& i admit im a tad nervous .
even though i knw its all in His hands .
who wouldnt be nervous ?

anyw , to all out there collecting O lvl results tmrw ;
all the best ! (:

meeting crystal , sandra & denise tmrw at oriental for a mini celebration whether we get good results or not ((:

-out

wtf

2007-02-08T00:02:00.000+08:00

i dont knw how to fucking explain how im feeling now .
if only i knew the words that explained it .

i hate it when pple ask me questions that i dont want to answer .
or rather , i dont knw how to answer .
if i say no , im lying & comforting myself .
but thats lying ,
im cheating myself .
even if i can lie to others , i cant lie to myself .
deep down inside , i knw what ive said was a lie .

its just a simple question , so easy to answer .
yes or no ,
yet it seemed as if it took me forever to think of an answer .
part of me wanted to tell the truth ,
part of me wanted to continue lying .

i mean , so what if i tell the truth ?
nothing's gonna come out of it .
so whats the point ?

im rlly feeling very lousy now .
& hopefully , the sun sand & sea will cheer me up later .

-out

2007-02-07T01:17:00.000+08:00

Stef wanted me to post this up . I dont know what for .

But whatever .

Im kinda pissed off now , so you're treading on unknown waters if you talk to me .

In other words , FUCK OFF .

-out

school

2007-02-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

seeing this photo rlly brings back memories .
i mean , im starting to miss sch loads ,
& work is hell boring .

i rlly miss lessons ;
sleeping in class ;
bitching during recess & aft sch ;
walking about sch like we own it ;
avoiding mdm khoo as she makes her rounds ;
spot checks early in the morning ;
bridging during chem at the AVT ;
lab lessons with my fab lab partner ;
singing the national anthem with nrl in front & priya behind ;
texting in class ;

& the list goes on .

sometimes when im so bored , & im roaming arnd town
be it with friends or alone ,
& when i see groups of pple in schU flocking to cafes for lunch ,
or even just studying at coffee bean .
it makes me feel so empty cos im not doing what they're doing .
yes , im missing secondary sch life .
dont get me wrong , im happily graduated .
happily enjoying my holidays .
but its just a sense of emptiness , like you have no focus
& there's nothing you need to rlly get down to doing .
like you're jst wasting your life away .

so whenever i get to get my hands on smth with a purpose ,
i'll probably take it .
which explains why im gonna help sandra out with her worship encounter thing .
its gonna take up quite some time & definitely some working hours ,
but i guess its worth it .

im pretty sure that O lvl results will be out this coming friday ,
i guess it'll be time for us all to gather & catch up .
tears of joy or sadness ;
laughter & noise to make up for the emptiness .
another two mths or so , & the brilliant sch term will start .
yes , i'll be busy ;
but i rather be busy than feel that emptiness of not having anything to do .
maybe it'll be fun to study hard , for once (:

thinking abt studying ,
i realized ive never rlly studied during all my years in sec sch ,
at least right till the very end that i finally woke up & caught up .
i only passed minimal subjects in sec 1 & 2 ,
scraped through sec 3 to be promoted to sec 4 .
i rmbr clearly that little conference we had with mrs lim in the conf room ,
i guess that was what spurred me to work hard .
all of us felt so fricking guilty .
i rmbr i teared too .
dang ,

9th february , dudes .

-out

2007-02-03T11:50:00.000+08:00

Two new friends & one green one (:
thats Hans on the left , & lionel at the back .

YESTERDAY ::
i was supposed to meet char at tm to collect the money she owes me , but she left sch early to meet anne in town to shop . when i got to taka , i met anne , char , & STEFANIE ! ((: made two new friends (: lionel & hans . lionel LOVES to suan stefanie chen , which is good at times . HAHA . camwhored quite alot . & i tell you , that hans dude is rlly hot ! (: esp when he's trying shirts . ohmy , anne fets & i took photos ! hans & fets kept trying shades . fets looked good in a couple , but i doubt she'd have bought any .
WE HAVE TO GET A PAIR FOR SENTOSA THIS WEDNESDAY !
it was a long day , & tommy finally came at 5plus . that stupid bitch .

visuals .

hans & stef trying out shades

hans ! hot yo ? (: oh , & STEFANIEbaby having a good hair day .

anne , hans & i at Calvin Klein (Paragon) .

okay , im off to bed now .
had training earlier , & im tired .
meeting crystal & sandra tmrw morning at 10 for brunch at airport !
:D

when a girl says she misses you , knw that there's no one else in the world that can be missed more than that .

-out

day

2007-01-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

im blogging abt ytd .
this is me & the fat one having lunch tgt at ThaiExpress (siglap) .
she woke me up early in the morning just to book my lunch time .
had our lunch date , the food wasnt too bad .
then she dragged me to dessert paradise for dessert .
walau , eat so much !

*sidetrack ;; stefanie says hello & that she will go back to sch tmrw cos everyone misses her .*

tommy was free so he thought he'd come down to look for me at work .
i told him to ask nick along & i'd ask stef so as to make the number even .
aft we confirmed everyth , fets & i headed to cold storage to buy food .
mummy called halfway & said "whats this ? i heard abt your little party.. "
hilarious . cute mom .
bought some stuff then headed to work .
waited forever for all the three to arrive at 6pm .
watched the 7pm show .
slacked around .

this is me & fets in a camwhoring mood . with tommy at the back .

well , stef wanted to go to the playhouse downstairs
so we went there at arnd 845pm .
this is the playhouse :

with nick & tommy .

tommy putting his legs out of the window , nick lifting the roof .

we asked nick to go inside the playhouse ,
then we'd lift up the roof for his head to come out .
but guess what ,

he burst through the roof himself . ((:

it was hilarious , i tell you .
stef & i laughed til we ached .

we got bored of the little playhouse ,
so we started looking for smth else to do .
nick started scaling the walls .

so stef & i gave it a shot

cool yo ?

tired out frm all the work ,
we sat down to rest .

nick , me & tommy .

again .

at 930 , we were all hungry so we headed to gelare to have supper .
or rather , dinner .
ate a little , then walked stefanie all the way to her block !
so far .
tommy & i dragged nick to take the same bus as us to my place .
on the bus , little nicky camwhored like nobody's business .
look !

this is just one of the many photos .

tommy & my dressing : unplanned alternate black & white (:

stupid nick being a loser on the bus .

that was yesterday .
today , i met nrl stef & tommy for lunch at Bakerzin Paragon .
that horrible place because we wanted to visit nick .
had lunch & caught up with nrl .
then headed to work while the REST went shopping .
ugh .
so fucking boring at work , but sigh .
what to do ?

im eyeing that brown Zara pullover .
i rlly want it !

oh , results are coming out soon .
omg , im scared .

-out

2007-01-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

2007-01-29T13:17:00.000+08:00

Im with little Stef now at thaiexpress siglap . That silly little girl ponned sch . Tsk tsk !

2007-01-28T22:07:00.000+08:00

My minds unweaving
The walls start breathing

I look at you with such disdain
Your finding things that you didnt know
I cant explain what you can explain
Least I fall alone.
A falling star

It ends tonight.
It ends tonight
When darkness turns to light,

I give the final blow.
On this evening
A weight is lifted
Maybe its best you leave me alone
My minds unweaving
The walls start breathing

All I dont want to need at all
And all that needs
And all that wants
I cant explain myself at all
They strangle me
Your subtleties
Maybe its best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
Its to late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now Im on my own side
Its better than being on your side
Its my fault when your blind
Its better than i see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now your the first to know

i'll play this for you another time , my love .
once you start believing that i can sing & play the guitar .

(:

-out

2007-01-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

TOMMY GOH .
you big ~~fat~~SEXY bitch .

you're so intent on making me watch ghost tunnel with you !

if i cry , you die .
i'll haunt you in your sleep .

RAHHS !

but i still love you .

-out

SOFT

2007-01-22T12:20:00.000+08:00

this is janna & myself at hall 9 .
i insisted on taking a photo with her cos both our hair were tied in a similar style & direction . though mine's not so obvious .
at least she smiled for this photo !
when she took with del , she dint smile .
heh (:

its monday again . the start of a brand new week .
shall blog abt saturday .
eventful .
had work in the morning til 430 ,
met the netballers at marina sq to buy nah's present .
left at around 6 to meet char & renee at simei .
we had to go to sheena's house first because char told her mom that she'd be staying over at sheena's house to celebrate renee's bdae .
like , renee's bdae is 4 days aft mine .
hahaha ((:
anyw , we left sheena's hse at 9 .
went to the changing room downstairs to get ready .
left at ten , cabbed to dxo .
met nick & fred at gluttons bay .
that fuckhead said he'll look for me inside .
but nahh , he dint .
dint even catch a glimpse of him .
so i queued with tommy & nick & this girl called joanne .
she's so small sized .
soon aft , ney & char joined us with cy & konan .
the queue was so fricking long .
some ppl were pushing & some girl broke someth while pushing .
the bouncer was fricking pissed & threw her out of the club before she even got in .
damn sad okay .
we reached at ten plus , & we only entered DXO at 1230 .
tommy & i waited for nick to get in .
nick had friends with him , kenneth & another dude .
(cant rmbr whats his name)
danced with nick & tommy .
& renee ! (: bff .
the dance floor was crazily packed .
this bunch of malay guys cleared a space in the center of them for God-knws-what .
i think konan pushed some other guy & they got into a fight .
but well , we soon left the dance floor to get drinks .
renee & i danced at the bar .
drank redbull vodka jug , two lychee martinis & loads of tiger .
the DJs were rlly good , somehow songs that were played were our favourites .
BFF & i were screaming at almost every other song .
the party was extended till 4am .
finally calvin found us , & so we dirty danced .
at 4 , the party ended & we headed out .
jst outside DXO , two guys got arrested by cantonment police .
gawd , they were dead drunk .
they should have been good citizens ,
like me & tommy ((:
HAHA .
overall , the party was rlly good .
better than i had expected cos its DXO .
i had fun .
big fun .
(:
though my feet hurt & still hurts from all that dancing .
next time , we'll do bartop .
provided we dont get pushed off the counter .

okay , im off to work in a bit .
till then (:

i miss calvin !

& one more thing , no more freddie for raechel .

-out

2007-01-19T09:10:00.000+08:00

Im so sleepy .
RENEE woke me up cos she's bored in sch .
Free period til 11 !!
Oh wells .
Meeting her later to get our pretty white shoes , then heading for some talk at night .

Ytd's bbq was a success :)
though only 11ppl turned up , we still had loads of fun laughing .
Fred & co came as well to help finish the food . Which was good cos there were leftovers .

I need to sell two more fricking tickets for soft .
& no more clubbing in the next months to come for me .
I've enough excitement for two months .

-out

2007-01-17T18:27:00.000+08:00

Im at the oriental's axis bar now with marcus . & this is what i see from my seat . Its beautiful . & there's this jazz pianist playing the most beautiful pieces ever . Its really so so nice !

2007-01-15T20:03:00.000+08:00

SOFT @ DXO
20th January 2007
9pm - 3am

2007-01-13T19:49:00.000+08:00

Amazing anne eating her amazing coconut :)
She is concentrating so hard ! Cute

2007-01-13T18:56:00.000+08:00

Cute stef on the right :)

Juniors

2007-01-13T11:36:00.000+08:00

My juniors ! :) cute yo .

Stefanie

2007-01-13T08:42:00.000+08:00

Ha . Guess who's this little cutie pie ? :)
I miss her hell loads !

2007-01-12T15:35:00.000+08:00

you'll be starting to see alot of random pics popping out of nowhere
on my entries .
thats cos ive linked my phone to this blog (:
& i can publish pics straight from my phone ,
as & when i like to .
cool huh ?
((:

The rain

2007-01-12T15:33:00.000+08:00

Look ! You can barely see anyth when you look out of the window .

it ends tonight

2007-01-12T11:22:00.000+08:00

its yet another rainy day .
i just got the levites blog done ,
but i feel so lousy cos i cant get aaron's temp to work on blogger .
i dont knw why blogger tells me there's smth wrong with the temp when there isnt !
oh wells .
whatever .

cos del has a similar blogskin , i have to do a new one now .
even though im so free ,
im so lazy to do one .
ugh !

meeting bff tonight for dinner .
she had better not be late .
that silly girl .

anyw to everyone :

SOFT @ DXO
20th January
9pm till 3am
tickets : 17bucks
ask me for details

are things worse than i thought ?
i guess we need to talk .
but how to ?
where are you when i need you ?

-out

emo dude

2007-01-09T13:20:00.000+08:00

ohmy .
its such an emo day .
gray skies , rain ,
i miss him .

):

busy shit

2007-01-07T21:25:00.000+08:00

its been a very busy & tiring weekend for me .
met sidney , fred & some dude (icantrmbrwhathisnameis) at braddell
to play pool at the social service centre .
played for abt 2hrs or so , then headed to town's DOME cos they wanted to play lan .
met gina at PS then headed for nike training at KNC .
trained till 10plus , had supper then headed home .
worked on saturday morning , & met stef chen for lunch (:

KFC lunch (: stef was on the phone . gosh .

outside UOB bank .

finally a good shot of her .

then left for training again at 5pm . met the swoosh team & warm ups started .
lets just say during the game , i tripped over vivien's leg & fell .
& look .

gross ?
this is only the knee .
my chin , other knee & both palms are scraped as well .
& my poor left wrist is sprained , thanks to the impact of the fall .
had dinner with the team at suntec with my knee bleeding .
so gross , i tell you .

woke up early today for Daisy Tan Carnival (Clubs) .
rushed down to KNC but was still late .
bummed arnd for a bit , then did warm ups .
played abt 6games .
though we lost 4 & won 2 , mary was quite happy cos we played the rlly senior clubs .
like blaze ((:
had lunch at bugis with manda , steph , nahnah & fana .
walked around abit till we were all so tired .
reached home to sleep at 330pm .
this is what my knee looks like now .

still horribly gross .
but i guess its healing .
i hope .

i dont know if i should get myself into this .
why does it feel so right , when i knw that its fucking wrong .
tell me .

-out

New york new york

2007-01-06T08:53:00.001+08:00

The giant burger ! -2Jan07

Picture

2007-01-06T06:46:00.000+08:00

His creation - sunrise :)

quiz

2007-01-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

took this from nurul .

cos im rlly so bored .

he's not back , flight delay .

damn.

1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?

the effing O's

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

uhm , frankly ? i dont rmbr my resolutions for last year =/

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

i dont think so .

4. Did anyone close to you die?

uhm , nahh .

5. What countries did you visit?

Bangkok , Sentosa ;D

6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?

more excitement , laughter & freedom

7. What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

17th nov , history elect paper . why ? just think of everyone's "die la" face when gorby dint appear . (:

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

getting through O's ? honestly , i never thought i would . i always harboured thoughts that i'd die during one of my papers , eg geog .

9. What was your biggest failure?

uhm , nothing that i can think of now .

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

does flu count ?

11. What was the best thing you bought?

my ipod (:

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?

bestie (: not really behaviour , but he just being there for me all the time .

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?

lui yin leng .

14. Where did most of your money go?

dont remind me , coffee bean & starbucks while studying for O's .

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

end of O's .

16. What song will always remind you of 2006?

Tokyo Drift . i dont knw why either .

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. are you happier or sadder? happier (:
ii. thinner or fatter? FATTER ):
iii. richer or poorer? richer (:

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?

play , fool around , sleep .

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?

listen to lui yin leng talk rubbish in class .

20. How did you spend Christmas?

in cocco latte , dancing away , with nrl & some others .

21. Did you fall in love in 2005?

i think so . (or did they mean 2006?)

22. How many one-night stands?

i dont believe in one-night stands .

24. What was your favorite TV program?

i dont watch TV , you know .

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

No.

26. What was the best book you read?

Seven Ancient Wonders by Matthew Reilly

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?

Henry Purcell - Dido & Aeneas :D

28. What did you want and get?

uhm , my ipod ?

29. What did you want and not get?

a new phone (but i got it now)

30. What was your favorite film of this year?

Night at the Museum .

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

we went to Kbox . bloody place . i was sixteen .

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

more love .

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?

what ? do i look like some consultant ? maybe slack .

34. What kept you sane?

God , & of course , my lovelies (:

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

Paris Hilton :D

36. What political issue stirred you the most?

uhm , i was too busy studying for O's to be bothered abt politics . i only knw abt the Cold War . oh , & chairman Mao .

37. Who did you miss?

pastor victor & kelly

38. Who was the best new person you met?

him (: okay , not entirely new , but yeah .

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006?

Live each day like your last .

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

i dont knw . but how abt a song that is close to my heart ?

It's really good to hear your voice
saying my name it sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And i never want to say goodbye
but girl you make it hard to be faithful
with the lips of an angel

ta.

secondjanuary

2007-01-03T12:03:00.000+08:00

even though the stars are blind;

im gonna update abt ytd .
it was such an exciting day .

argued with mummy in the morning before heading to vivocity for shopping with her .
chanced upon the starhub shop & asked casually how much my frigging NEC phone was worth .
much to my surprise , it was worth 200bucks .
then i decided i should get rid of it & buy a new one .
since i had no ideal phone in mind , the cybershot phone was the best choice .
& tada !
i bought my new phone !
finally , i can take pretty pictures with it . (:

met vann & her mom for lunch at fish&co .
then left to shop arnd .
we were too bored shopping so we played pool at marina square .
met a couple of dudes there like charlestang & tommy & marcus (i think thats his name)
vann -

looked arnd for planners aft & waited (as usual) for renee and cy to APPEAR .
settled at newyork newyork for dinner .
we ordered this giant yankee burger thats bigger than my face .

believe me ? that hand is renee's hand , so just imagine how big the fricking burger is .
it fed the four of us . we were so full that we dragged our asses out of the shop .

cy trying to stuff the burger into his mouth .

one piece of bread frm my quarter of the burger
its more than half my face !

left soon aft dinner as the rest had to be home early to prepare for sch .
met meow on the way to the bus stop , hvnt seen him in AGES .
though he's still as short as ever .
oops .

oh , he's coming back today !!
& im happy .
renee says we shud sneak out tonight to meet him .
i think otherwise , aunty siok wouldnt be too happy if she found out .
we'll see if he calls .
i dont knw how much i mean to him yet ,
so we'll see .
stupid sidney's snatching him away from me !

-out

a new year

2007-01-01T12:18:00.000+08:00

netballers with rz & mrs tan @ farewell

hey you
its 2007 already .
this is how quick time flies .
the O levels year is gone ,
& a new chapter of my life begins .
not so soon , but still .
(:

did my new year resolutions two weeks ago during the nike party
hope i'll be strong enough to keep them

went for the countdown last nite with calvin .
met ally & amabel & jerrine . (no prizes for guessing who was late)
the party was retro , so i expected many weird looking ppl .
the first i saw was mr james lu .
he had this elvis hair , it was so cool .
qw had the wig as well .
& though i dint see benkheng , i knew he was in an afro .
but i was too darn lazy to look for him for a photo .
looks like my 2006's resolution of taking a photo with an afro has to be pushed to 2007 .
(:
left right aft the countdown .
forgot to check out what mambo jumbo was abt .
dang .

happy new year to everyone ,
& may you all have a blessed 2007 .

RAECHEL's off to catch another wink .

where are you ?

-out

of the year

2006-12-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

photo of the year (:

jan , steph , me & manda at the bugis fountain .
or rather , in the bugis fountain .

Joke of the Year

this is Steven Victor Tallarico with his new love , Erin .
they're not the joke ,
ney's reaction to that kiss in the video was .
(:

Experience of the Year

clubbing at attica with renee & chongyao .
meeting new people ,
including him & paul twohill (how cool is that)
<3s we will return to that place again .

BFF of the year

this is renee oei , my BFF of the year .
photo was taken in Liang Court 's ground floor toilet , after supper at Macs .
the night spent tgt aft that was just thrilling . so was the next day while at the empty house .
(: BFF !!

Study Group of the Year

me , fets & viv .
im sure our study dates will always be our memories of this year .
all the nonsense & serious studying (at times) .
all the support from the two of you .
& the frigging amt of money spent on drinks & food .
ilu !

Chillout Venue of the Year

Starbucks (Siglap) & The Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf (Parkway) are tied !
haha . wont ever forget this two places . esp the disgusting smell of burnt waffles at parkway coffee bean . ugh .

Event of the Year

rings a bell ? rings a FEW bells ?
the effing O's , duhh .
the biggest event of the year .
how many months spent preparing for this shit ?
well , im glad its over .

Clique of the Year

life in sch would have never been the same without you guys .
recess , the table we sit at , the laughter , the jokes .
the stupid teachers who always look down on us .
we're so collecting our results with our heads held high .
(:
at least i know i can do that .

this year has been eventful .
& i thank Him for His numerous blessings .
its time to quieten down , thank Him , & start the new year again .
thank You for never giving up on me .
even though im so unworthy .

i miss him . dang .

christmas

2006-12-27T18:53:00.000+08:00

backdated photo . but it reminds me of NRL (:
<3

yesterday was another packed day for me
met up with viv , kerri & stef in the morning .
we were supposed to meet at 11am .
but some freaks arrived only at 12pm .
they made me wait for an hour !!
ugh .
but anyw , we had lunch tgt at yoshi .
then we headed to ngee ann city to check out vests for john's present .
aft viv left , kerri stef & i did more shopping .
mainly in zara .
we tried mountains of clothes .
& i looked so cute in the little red dress .
santarina (:
we tried sweaters & my , they were pretty .
in the end , kerri & stef spent more than a hundred bucks each
while I spent nothing at all . (:
but at least i wasnt too broke for starbucks .
HAHA .
cabbed frm wheelock to bishan to meet him .
stupid him made me wait for so long .
spent some time tgt then left for del's hse with bestie .
we had loads of food at del's place .
& alot of laughter during kungfu mahjong . & bringing down the house .
then went back to bishan , walked abit then left for home .
exciting day , nonetheless .
but would have been better if he's still around .

talked to raph in the night .
thanks dude for being there for me .
for being there to just listen & hear me out .
thanks for caring (:

met pastor vic just now , caught night at the museum .
it was quite funny , not bad if you want to laugh (:

off to take a nap .

-out

cocolatte

2006-12-25T10:50:00.000+08:00

"gyrating . dirtydancing . podiums . poledancing . sweaty bodies moving in motion . hands grabbing . Kahlua . good music , sucky DJ . shufflers . two sluts . cute bartender , but sucks at bartending . dancefloor , nonstop . smokes&booze . head spinning . smudged eyeliner . muscles aching . hair tangled . a very dry mouth . " -quoted frm nrl

that summed up almost everyth i wanted to say abt coccolatte , though i have a couple to add & subtract . so here's my version of the night .

"gyrating&grinding . dirtydancing . podiums&poles . sweaty bodies . lusting . DJsucked . twoSLUTS . dancing nonstop . bartender aims but misses the cup . tequila shots . smokes&booze . muscles aching . dripping wet hair . countdown . merry christmas . "

had the annual Nike Xmas Party at Jean's house on the 23rd . there was loads of food & retro fun . the theme was retro , & steph looked so super cute in that shirt . shannon was even more hilarious with that green polka dotted shirt . gift exchange was nothing much , but the fun we had was worth much more . thanks to dawn , jasmin & rachel for planning . camwhoring was a huge part of it . grala won the best dressed award , desiree got the most improved player , while jodine got the best newcomer (: congrats !

helped with logistics at hall 9 ytd . had loads of fun with asher , jerald , sandra , pris , adriel , benkheng , benchew , cordelia , hweekiat , perry . stupid things obviously happened , but yeah . the magic of xmas (: & the giving and sharing . i looked like santa claus ytd . but its great to see the smiles on my friends faces . dont you just love that feeling ? bumped into qw , ezra , james & josh before heading to cocco .

i think ive had a change of heart
& i feel bad about it .
im sorry .

let's just hope 2007 will be a better year.
a year of love , joy & peace .
even if loneliness = happiness
i just want to be happy .

Merry Christmas to everyone
& lets us all not forget the true reason for this special day .
thank you Jesus for dying for me .
& for loving me for who i am .

no more clubbing for me for a long time.
i hope .
vintage was definitely better .

put your right hand up , put your left hand up
-that song's stuck in my head right now .

p/s : i love you too NURUL (: it was a great night out .
p/p/s : i'll help you get his no ? haha . the green shirt dude , i meant .

next up ,
26th - steamboat at del's hse
28th - lunch and movie with pastor victor & kelly ; training at KNC , 730pm
31st - countdown party ; serving
7th - Daisy Tan Carnival , swoosh

-out

__ bestie

2006-12-14T20:11:00.000+08:00

isnt this nice?
i did it with whipped potato. ((:

just for my bestie.

-out

__ fournations

2006-12-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

hello everyone !
im back from thailand .
food's great, shopping's not so good.
but nevertheless, thank God for this trip (:

shall update you first on the Four Nations Cup held at Toa Payoh Sports Hall during the 6th to 9th december. i watched the match on 7th december. the first match was a total bore. canada vs PNG was so slow. and stupid. then singapore played scotland. it was more exciting, but singapore was the obvious victor. so it was pretty much one-sided. heard from stan that singapore won the cup. huiyan is our national pride, yo. ((: & jloo was the asst coach. *double grin*

i wanted to put up photos. but blogger's being such an effing cunt. so i shall save it for another time.

now more abt the trip to bangkok.

mr zaini was on the same flight! haha. bangkok's getting rlly expensive, so dont go there. according to my mom, bangkok's sinking in 15years time. oh wells. the hotel was realie good, but i got turned off by the irritable sales people who gives you attitude when you say you dont want someth. i think that's so unethical. ): made me so annoyed. bought some shirts, a dress and loads of souvenirs. nothing much more abt bangkok.
im so lazy to type anything more.

this week's work work & more work.
then next's chalet. (: & christmas !!

-out

__ xmas

2006-12-07T11:53:00.000+08:00

ohmy.
its december !
((:
brings back memories of last december.
esp. the xcube competition we took part in. (:
according to asher,
xcube's gonna be on again next year.
& it'll be realie cool.
cant wait (:

i miss playing with going back to china !
i knw the rest do too.
been trying to meet but unsuccessful.
mostly due to JOEL KOH.
ugh!

in abt twentyfour hours time,
i'll be at changi airport, waiting to leave the country
to bangkok, thailand. (:
there, i'll do all my xmas shopping.
and i dont intend to miss anyone out.
i'll try not to , at least.

Tis the season to be jolly
It's time to give and time to share
Reds and greens are everywhere
Deck the halls with boughs of holly
You've got your presents everywhere
But do you even care?

Why give the present
With no smile on your grim face?
Why even bother
To give those cards that you purchased?
We've lost our meaning of giving
With our hearts in the wrong place.

-out

__ fourthdecember

2006-12-04T13:06:00.000+08:00

im so so lazy to blog at all.
but well,
im bored.
shall update abt ytd at church. (:

woke up at 530am to the demented alarm.
dragged myself out by 630am and headed to expo.
stupid dress code was green (i hate green)
so i had to wear this paul frank shirt.
denise wore the same thing. ((:
supposed to meet that mr quek at 715am.
but he was late and arrived at 733am.
so we were late.
cordelia was jst as late.
HAHA.
dan helped to drag the keyboard in.
serving was alright.
i think dan did a realie good job for a first time. (:

during our breaks,
asher, lisa, cordelia, adriel and i were talking abt our production.
we are gonna do this levites "korean" drama.
its called "ho-ren", according to lisa.
and its supposed to star ben chew as the emo dude.
its so funny. (:

then i saw pastor vic and kelly aft service.
those two monkeys are doing some kind of disappearing act.
stupid. ):

ohwells.
im rlly bored.

the water's rising & im slipping under,
i think i fell in love with the eighth world wonder.

-out

__ video

2006-12-03T20:14:00.000+08:00

this is the coolest video ive seen by far ((:

call me a paedophile, but this boy's realie cute.

((:

-out

__ bitch

2006-12-01T18:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELPHNE!!

its been a good week.
catching up with old friends that i hvnt seen or heard from in a long time.
such as alastair, charles, nick, rayson etc etc.
being in the same church doesnt mean we talk all the time.
well, at least not in FCBC.
its way too huge.
good and bad.
good cos you wont see somebody you dont realie want to see.
bad cos you may not see someone you want to.
HAHA.

anyw, ive been talking to nick quite a bit the past month.
basically catching up with an old friend.
and i thought i wanted to share the contents of a certain part of our conversations.
to me, it was rather shocking cos i never expected that person to be like that.

let's take that person as Jane.
out of goodwill, nick wished jane happy birthday on her birthday. aft saying thank you, she went on to ask when his bdae was. so nick decided to let her guess. and he set a dateline to it , which is today (1st dec) . and he also said that if she did not get his birthday correct, she would owe him a present. she obliged and start asking around for his bdae. obviously, all of us did not knw when nick's bdae was. all we knew is that it was sometime in May. so we couldnt answer her question. for abt ten days, she tried to find out. at the same time, she occasionally asked nick what he wanted as the present. he said that he wanted a stussy shirt, but also asked if she had a budget. she said abt 20. a few days later, she asked him abt a budget, so nick said he had no budget. and guess wat? jane said she'll give him AIR. can u beat that?? so cheapo. then, as we all knw, its is the 1st of december today. she then told nick that he threatened her and that she wont get him anything.

if you were nick, how would you feel? nick is feeling so cheated now. i mean, who wouldnt? if u're not keen on getting him the present, then jst reject the idea from the start. now, he doesnt even wanna talk to jane at all, and asked me to convey stuff to jane. (yes, i know jane. yuck) and nick says that she doesnt even feel bad abt it. i agree cos when i conversed with her, she told me to shut up and stay out of it. not only that, she even added "when have you become such a bitch? this is so beneath you." hello? looks WHOS the bitch.

i realie dont care if jane reads this. cos this is MY blog, i say what I want to. its abt time she realizes that everyone cant stand her. its not jst ppl in church, but also ppl in sch. yes, i know maybe we should be more understanding and accept Jane for who she is. but i dont think i can tolerate her shit anymore. its not that i dont try, people who knw, can see that ive tried many times. but she cocks up more shit for everyone to deal with. and she's realie rude. for eg, she hits my head to say hi. i guess, its God's miracle that she even has friends. wait a minute, i dont think she has any GOOD friend. people usually jst make use of her cos she's so gullible. i mean, i have known her for quite a while alr. and her friends are always changing. and i even rmbr that she likes to spam ppl's inbox with smses. and even so, her bills dont exceed. cos nobody replies her. and her "so-called" best friend, who's in another sch, is totally ignoring her at times. and she still clings on to her. cant she tell that other dude wants to move on? cant she tell that its due to her possessiveness that she's lost so many friends? i pity those who want to befriend her. one thing's for sure, nick regrets befriending her. he doesnt even want to waste his time on this bitch. so there.

im sure i'll have more stuffs to add later.

that boy's at camp. and i miss him.

-out

__ photos

2006-11-27T19:25:00.000+08:00

some photos during chalet
courtesy of vivien sng ((:

kerri and i (:

gabriel (:

vivien darling and i ((: notice the very clear complexion? haha.

im so lazy to upload any more.

side track , i miss stefanie chen alot!
i miss renee oei too
and nurul iman.
):
dang.

and im seeing my baby tmrw.

have a goodnight everyone.

-out

__ pic

2006-11-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

& you make it all worthwhile;

__ chilling

2006-11-24T14:45:00.000+08:00

yo world (:
im so chilled and refreshed aft the O's.
today's PAE registration day and my wonderful mummy's doing everyth for me.
including the choosing of which sch im going to.
cos i rlly dont care.
so now, i shall update you on wat you've been missing out on yo.

TWENTIETH:: it was a bright and sunny morning. rushed to sch by bus. was so sleepy la. *makes a face* couldnt wait for 9oclock to arrive. 9am spelt freedom. the paper was alright. made a silly mistake for chem but at least I dint do harm to my mole concept. (so wat if u got full marks for mole in s3 stef?) haha. Only because I had a wonderful tutor the day before to teach me that particular question. And I just got lucky. Aft the paper, I went with the aspen ppl to mrs tee’s house for lunch and chilling session. She cooked spaghetti for us. Yummy (: then we played two rounds of UNO that took two hours! But had loads of fun. It was realie fun (: then met vann aft tht. She came over to my crib and played the piano while I got ready to go out. She realized she left her wallet on the bus. And jeez, she wasn’t the least anxious. Omg la. So well, her wallet had travelled all the way to frigging SEMBAWANG. So we travelled like kukoos all the way. Got her wallet then went to eat CAVANA. It was good but I felt bloated. Headed to PS to shop and arcade. When I got home at night, I puked. Sucks la. Stupid chicken.

TWENTYFIRST:: couldn’t sleep the whole night. My head was spinning and everyth was just in slow mo. Felt like some ass fed me alcohol and I was flying. It was terrible. When morning came, I puked somemore. This time, it was so much. Yuck. Spent the whole day in bed. Vann came over to be a nurse (: thanks yo. The day jst passed so effing slowly. Puked one more time.

TWENTYSECOND:: feeling better in the morning. So I decided to go color my hair with vann. So we headed to the nearest salon. Mummy called and she said the woman said that it’ll only be 30bucks regardless of colors. So fine. Off we went. Aft two hours of torture to our hair, the results were mindblowing. The first thought that came to my head abt vann’s was lian. Mine was harajuku. I jst knew that boy stef would definitely say that. (needless to say, I was correct) when we were abt to pay, the lady said that we had to pay 60 each. Wat la. I was ticked man. She calculated everyth for us. But bloody, she was so out to cheat us. Damn. Then again, we couldn’t not pay right? So we just had to give tht @^%&@#^%* our money. Wells. Then chen called and asked me to go over to costa asap cos it was gna be boring at night. So fine la. I packed my stuffs and headed dwn to costa. When I reached, the first person I saw was Stefanie. And the first word I heard was HARAJUKU. Hahah. (like we all knw, she has a fetish for harajuku boys.) hahaha. Kerri and calvin were there alr too. (: exciting. Then sheena and sab came, followed by viv and her fren, ben. (oo, that rhymes) played bridge like mad and mahjong too. The silly self-proclaimed mahjong queen dint even win a single game. So funny. Then night fell, and we were all so bored. Viv was hungry so I asked weijie to help us buy food. <33 he bought Indian rojak for us to eat. While they ate, weijie and I headed to the beach. Vann joined in too and she played with fire. (wat’s new?) then that stupid boy tried to burn my facial hair (read: eyebrows and lashes. I don’t have a moustache) and oh my. Some bits of my hair got burnt. Woah. I got so grumpy la. I stormed back to the chalet and soon aft a nice warm shower, I fell asleep. Through the night, tht calvin and stefanie were yakking non stop. Apparently they said ben snored but no, I dint hear a thing. Viv insisted that everyone shut up so that she could sleep. She and her rabbit. Then I heard frm stef that calvin went to watch pple fish and when he got back, he was locked out cos stef fell asleep. Apparently some malay dudes splashed our poor calvin with water. Sigh ):

TWENTYTHIRD:: barbecue day! It was a rlly hot morning. went out for breakfast with viv ben and kerri. Bought the makeshift pits for our bbq at night. While walking back to chalet, I felt realie terrible and I had ear imbalance. So when we got back, I went straight to sleep aft taking my medication. While sleeping, kerri viv ben and stef went home. I only awoke when stef shook me. By that time, calvin was awake too. I vaguely rmbr saying yo to him. Then he said morning yo. Well, according to www.-semicharmed.blogspot.com, it was this.

Rae: Hey yo.
Calv: Yo morning.
-sleeep-
Rae: yo morning.
Calv: yea morning.

We talked for awhile before sheena and mabel came. Played bridge for awhile then I decided to take another nap. By that time, calvin was fast asleep alr. Soon, the bbq wholesale ppl came and tada. Our barbecue could begin. I took a quick shower then started the fire. Of course, the fire was brilliant. Thanks to my wonderful skills. (: then yongkai, gen, elton, gabriel, raph, CANDICE, and ben came. A lot of ppl who were supposed to come, did not come. I was especially upset with someone, but I shant say who. Those who were at the bbq knw who im talking abt yo. While stef was cooking her nonsense, she asked me to be her stool cos her shorts were white. The only reason I obliged was cos of the shorts. Raphael said “eh, that looks wrong man. Thts the last time ure doing that. " hahaha. Then we played some bridge while some watched superstar. at the same time, stef and calv were upstairs wrestling. i mean, seriously, use your brains and THINK. who's gonna win? calvin flipped, punched and kicked stef over a million times. yo stef, calvin is like, two times ur size. go fight with someone ur own size. eg yongkai. hahaha. Raph and CANDICE left aft awhile of cooking. Those two rlly cooked a lot and helped a lot. (: thanks guys ((: rlly appreciate u dudes cming dwn. Oh. The Marists were laughing at YK and stef. HAHAHA. I heard he was such a loser, saying uhm three times. Like the W to the W man. Haha (yo stef?) then it was getting late. Soon there was only five ppl left. Then the shit came. We spent so long thinking of how to pay calvin back. We calculated how much we spent, which was a bombastic $344.20. like omg man. we figured kerri bought so much useless food online. eg the tub of lime and squid. tsk! at 2am, finally everything was settled and we could sleep. the aircon wasnt noisy. jst that someone was sensitive. (:

TWENTYFOURTH:: woke at abt 837am. mabel was alr clearing up the stuffs downstairs. when i went down to check, i found two packets of frozen hotdogs in the freezer. more unfinished food! sigh. ): so wasted la. cleared up then checked out. we headed to macs for breakfast and headed home.

so yeah thats abt it.
tht boy is probably still asleep now while im typing this.
he dint sleep all night la. ):
oh wells.

harajuku (:
-out

__ liberated

2006-11-18T03:52:00.000+08:00

its over. ((:
yes, its over.
ohmy.
so exciting!

anyw, an update abt the hist paper.
well, it sucked.
i mean, so many ppl studied gorby only.
you got it, gorby dint come out.
i rmbr renee's look, alison's "die la" look.
but watever man.
its OVER. ;D

anyw. i had dinner with nrl.
it was realie so fun.
we dint knw wat to eat.
so we walked arnd marina sq just looking for somewhere to eat.
aft looking at the directory, we decided on sushi.
sakae was full house, so we thought maybe genki.
for some reason, genki was nowhere that we could find.
so i suggested that suki sushi place.
so we queued and almost instantly, we got our seat.
the waiter asked if we wanted ice cream.
we said "what? oh yeah.. okay."
then we sat down. and saw a steamboat and barbecue thingy on our table.
we just stared at each other.
then we figured, watever la.
lets just eat this for the fun of it.
who cares abt the price?
and hell, we had FUNFUNFUN.
barbecuing chicken, beef and that gyoza! (:
the tom yam soup was so disgusting though.
we wasted so much food la.
just that they dint catch us. haha.
i stuffed the beef between plates
hahaha.
anyw. then we decided it was ICE CREAM TIME.
then we saw these ice cream mixture things.
we were thinking, wat on earth were they.
then i thought we were supposed to fry our ice cream.
but we decided not to act smart.
so nrl asked the waiter for help.
and he was realie nice to demonstrate for us.
well, the part we used to bbq our chicken was converted into this cold top
its so cold that ice was forming on it!
then we pour our ice cream mixture on it,
let it freeze, then keep scrapping it till it becomes
ICE CREAM!
man, the waiter made it look so easy.
nrl and i were frantically trying to scrape the frozen shit off.
hahah.
well, at least we had the tiramisu one.
so yummy, i tell you.
and guess wat, the best part abt it was the price.
i knw for some ppl, $23.60 is expensive.
but for us, it was like, so cheap.
we were expecting $50 each.
haha. no shit. (:
$23.60 is frigging cheap considering the amt of fun we had.
right nrl? ;D
despite not getting to play pool cos the effing house rule was that we needed to have our ICs.
we (smartly) left our ICs with our entry proof AT HOME.
so watever.
we werent pissed at all, cos the ice cream was still exciting.
so we shopped and talked.
after a while, we met zidd and maryam at citilink.
and nrl tried on two prom dresses.
and holy hell, she looked HOT. (:
if she thinks she's fat, wat am i man.
(so dump me. ): )

anyw. i realie had so much fun.
and i just woke up. (notice the time.)
i cant get back to sleep, so i decided to blog.

maybe 'cos i miss you.

photos of nrl and i frying ice cream will be uploaded soon.
or at least when she sends them.
;D

-out

__ the last four days

2006-11-17T09:28:00.000+08:00

ohmy.
time realie flies. (:
so quickly.
its already 17th nov.
its the day of FREEDOM for most of us.
yes, i knw i have a paper on the 20th.
but still, i'll be playing by tonight.
(:

stuff for chalet arent even planned.
cant help it if VIVIEN SNG is such a lazy bum.
HAHA.
sigh. i have such lazy frens.
including STEFANIE
dudes, learn from me man. ((:

history's in the afternoon.
if gorbachev or cold war or war in the pacific doesnt come out.
i'll just stand up and walk out of the hall.

i heard frm daniel smth funny happened in VJ.
some dude stood on his chair and started shouting aft the last paper.
and he took his entry proof and tore it into confetti and threw it up in the air.
HAHAHA.

asher, i know ure reading this.
HAHAHA.
you silly dude.

i hope i survive through the one and a half hour paper later.
*crosses my fingers*

-out

__ geog

2006-11-15T11:06:00.000+08:00

sigh.
four more papers to go.
geog's later so three more
by the end of today.
i realie cant wait
minghao's screaming at me now over MSN.
telling me that he's FREE.
(read: meow, shuddup)

and here i am,
mugging for amath
which is tmrw.
my last chance to redeem my A1.
right now, the grade's hovering at a B3.
like shit shit shit.
double triple shit.
sigh.

O's has made me become the pessimistic person i am now.
like wat if i fail my o's?
i dont wanna retake!!!
i cannot end up with more than 20points.
ohmy.

shall study abit before i head to pp to meet vivien.
gonna go through more geog before the paper.

then its amath.
then effing gorbachev.
cold war.
hitler.
china.
maozedong.
the great leap forward.

i cant wait to burn my TEXTBOOKS.
grrr.

-out

_ depressed

2006-11-15T02:27:00.000+08:00

im a depressed soul.

): ): ):

__ (:

2006-11-13T16:08:00.000+08:00

i have exactly one week to freedom.
somehow im still slacking now.
even though amath is tmrw.
im realie not confident of that paper
)):

ah wells.
watever.

on a lighter note.
chalet's approaching!
cant wait.
(((:

off to study amath.

-out

__ geog

2006-11-09T20:56:00.000+08:00

ohmy.
i just checked.
i only have 6papers left.
;D i couldnt be anymore happy.

geog was such a piece of shit.
like watever, eff you cambridge.
no rivers?
boo you man.
well.
actually i dont knw why im complaining
cos i could do the other questions
and managed to do four qns.
ah wells.

The heavens opened up to me
The day that we met
I saw it deep inside ur eyes
Thru all that u did and all that u said
Cuz I was scared and u brought me close
Held me tight so that I would know
That u were never gna leave my side
Its now that I realized
how im so in love w/u
Its a feeling that I never knew
I lose my breath and my knees go weak
When u take my hand and kiss my cheek
Ur eyes, ur kiss, ur laugh, ur touch, ur smile
Its a kinda thing that makes life worth while
There are no words that could even describe
How it feels to have u in my life

took that from STEFANIE baby.
but i loved it.
so just thought i'd rip it.
LOVE LOVE.

-out

2006-11-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

renee looks like a perv.
trying to lick me.
cant help it if im pretty.

oh and stef looks hungry
wats new? (:

<3

2006-11-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

stupid camwhores. posing with MY sunflowers.

i was forced to take this. ):

study date sucked like anyth.

was so super distracted.

probably cos its a saturday and parkway is packed.

oh wells.

to viv and stef:: thanks for being there for me when i needed u guys. (: <3s

someone is being missed

he just doesnt know it.

was i wrong from the start?
maybe i shouldnt have loved again.

this was taken at OLPS. by that silly fets.

Ocean's apart day after day
And i slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If i see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That i thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, i taste the tears
But i can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if i'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy

-out

__ i love stefanie

2006-11-03T20:21:00.000+08:00

if i dint put this boy's photo up,

he's gonna scold me.

so i better post it.

i love you baby. ((:

study date again tmrw.

and me, you and viv shall get pretty new shorts! ;D

<3s

look at that renee.

so act laa. goshh.

and see that cute thing behind? ((:

oh wells.

mep was alright.

one more paper down.

it will be over soon before u knw it.

and then i'll wish it hadnt passed so quickly.

though i want you.

maybe waiting is better.

but then again, how long can i wait for?

(no stef, ure not telling forever and ever)

i know ure busy.

but im sure u can make time for me?

i do miss you.

another LONG study date tmrw..

&yawns

no prizes for guessing who im studying with.

-out

_ do i make you proud

2006-11-02T12:49:00.000+08:00

I've never been the one to raise my hand,
That was not me and now that's who I am
Because of you - I am standing tall

My heart is full of endless gratitude,
You were the one, the one to guide me through,
Now I can see and I believe it's only just beginning

This what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud?
Stronger then I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud?

I guess I've learnt
To question is to grow
That you still have faith
Is all I need to know

I learnt to love
Myself despite of me
And I've learnt to walk
The road that I believe

This what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud?
Stronger than I've ever been, now
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud?

Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved, to be loved

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you, do I make you proud?

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
(The only question)
Is do I make you proud?
(Is do I make you proud?)
Stronger than I've ever been, now
(Stronger than I've ever been)
Never been afraid of standing out
(Never been afraid)
Do I make you proud?

This is what we dream about
(This is what we dream about)
But the only question with me now
(The only question)
Is do I make you proud?
(Is do I, do I)
Stronger than I've ever been, now
(Stronger than I've ever been)
Never been afraid of standing out
(Do I make you proud?)
Do I make you proud?
(Do I?)

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you, do I make you proud?

do i make you proud, baby?

__ first november

2006-11-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

had my bio paper in the morning.

;D it was alright.

though i kinda hated the essay questions.

but watever laas.

thats one more down.

next up is MEP harmony on friday.

all the best to those doing Lit tmrw.

slap that Narayan man.

HAHAHA.

studied with stef and calvin at coffee bean pp.

then nrl and maryam joined us.

alot of stupid things happened laaas. ((:

i mean, with stefanie around.

that little boy has brought me SO MUCH JOY.

-out

__ freaks

2006-10-31T20:45:00.000+08:00

OMG the o's are HERE!!!!

that silly ney and stef made me go down to OLPS to study.

i couldnt even study laa.

that silly grotto waterfall thing was such a huge distraction.

but unfortunately, neither of those two twits felt the same way as me.

damn. ):

ohwells.

tmrw's the first of nov.

tmrw's also marks the beginning of the demented O's.

bio's first up

somehow im realie scared cos i dint do well for it during prelims.

so im like, nervous.

damn damn damn damn damn damn.

like wat renee said

"at this stage, all we can do is kneel down and pray."

keep the faith.

the end is in sight.

-kerri.

man,

hopefully.

i cant wait.

study date with calvin<33 and stefanieBABY.

-out

__ gross or not

2006-10-30T17:05:00.000+08:00

i was on my way for tuition.
stef called and while talking, i happened to chance upon this dead rat with its inside all on the pavement.
i just said o m g repeatedly over the phone to stef.
it was so gross.
i rmbr it was on the outer side of the pavement.
then i forgot about it.
while i was walking home.
i saw this lump of red thing moving.
red ants, i guessed.
feasting on smth.
lets see wat it is.
double omg.
it was the same fucking dead rat.
except it was on the inner side of the pavement.
fucking strong ants.
i was doubly grossed out today.
damn.

on the way to tuition
it started to rain.
heavily.
i was just wondering how to get to the condo without getting drenched
(read : getting a cold just before O's)
and just as i was about to run in the rain,
i heard a voice "excuse me.."
i turned, only to see a guy calling me.
i walked back to the bus stop
turned out his maid was bringing him an umbrella and asked if i wanted to wait for it to shelter me to where i wanted to go.
so i said alright.
then it sheltered me all the way to the condo
and he stayed right opposite.
omg. lucky me.
a rich dude offering me a brolly!
hahah.
i mean, not many ppl are so nice nowadays.
he's obviously not gonna read this.
but i still wanna say thank you.
(: you've made my day.
and becos of you, i wont be getting a cold. ;D

wat an eventful 3hours out of my hse.
just to tuition and back.
wow.

-out

__ love me

2006-10-30T11:19:00.000+08:00

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you

_ erin

2006-10-30T11:01:00.000+08:00

this post is for that tallarico renee.
this silly girl asked me to post this picture of her best friend.
oh, i mean, love rival.

renee wants this as a declaration that she has given steven the silent treatment, a long talk after finding out about his "affair". and now, they're cool.

world, this is Erin. steven tyler's ex-new love.
and renee requested i mention that erin's FAT.
so there.

so steven, watch out aites?
dont make little nicolette cry.
or you'd be given the silent treatment over again.
and you'd be deprived of Big Nights with Renee.
we all know wat an animal she is.
right tommy?
and william?

;D

stefanie would think otherwise.

-out

2006-10-30T00:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KERRI TEO!

its finally ur sweet sixteen.
(: love you bitch.

and to a special someone who is celebrating his bdae today too ::
thanks for being my pillar of support. and its been a joy to know you. (: here's wishing u a happy happy birthday. i love you.

__ its almost here

2006-10-29T19:49:00.000+08:00

the much-awaited O's are just in a few days time.
and before we know it,
it'll be OVER.
yes, over.

i totally cant wait.

we already have so much post o's activities.
;D exciting.

met stef ytd.
supposed to meet at 9am, but some ass overslept.
reached siglap at 945, and guess wat?
fets was still at home.
then she changed venue to siglap centre cos we were meeting someone else.
when i asked who, she said "SURPRISE!"
watever man.
while walking, vivien called.
hahah no prizes for guessing who was our surprise friend.

went to cartel for breakfast.
susan and kumseng came for breakfast too
and treated us! ((:
either that or we walked out without paying.
lol.
we went to starbucks to study.
i did my summary while stef and viv sat at the couch and studied bio and geog respectively.

stef eating this lollipop RIGHT AFT BREAKFAST.

vivien ~~studying bio~~ sleeping
the woman who was a staff was so damned rude
so we moved to gelare where we saw jonathan.
he was working there.
so yeah, studied til abt 5.
left only aft we camwhored.

the three of us.

me and stef. ((:

well there are realie alot of photos.
and for some reason, blogger beta realie sucks when it comes to uploading pics.
shall do it some other time.

-out

__ study marathon

2006-10-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

o m g la .
i spent another day with fets.
this time, with an addition to complete the sonicfets group.
we had a BLAST.
calling somebody.
hahah.
april, may, june.

anyw.
im bloody annoyed with some ppl
abt the chalet thing..
aiya.
heck laa.

-out

__ study

2006-10-25T21:59:00.001+08:00

went on this crazy study marathon today.
with fets.
we practically LIVED in starbucks frm 130-730.
omg laa.
never again.
ugh.

im too lazy to blog abt anyth else la.
):
so boring.
O's are in less than a week.
oh wellssssss.

get it over and done with.

i miss you babyy,
):

-out

__ study

2006-10-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

__ change ur mind

2006-10-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

And when the sky is falling,
don't look outside the window.
Step back and hear i'm calling.
Give up, don't take the fast road.
It's just your doubt that binds you.
Just drop those thoughts behind you now.
Change your mind.
And let go too soon.

today was a beautiful day. (:

-out

__ answers

2006-10-22T22:47:00.000+08:00

well here are the answers for that silly thing i was asked to do. (:

these are the five false statements.

3. i've been skinny dipping before
thats rubbish. doesnt mean KERRI has done that before means i have.

6. i was very talkative when i was young.
mummy said i was realie quiet. like wat vann says, i wonder wat happened to me now?

7. i like to watch tv.
oh i dont. realie.

10. im realie good at talking to a crowd.
i suck at that. just ask my classmates.

15. my bedtime is around midnight.
wat rubbish. bedtime is 10pm.

hahah. ((: so yeah
thats me for you.

to all those who guessed,
i dint realize it would have been so tough.
hahaha

toodles!

-heartyoubaby.

-out

2006-10-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

HELLO RAECHEL ONG (:

Here's some good advice for you. STUDY HARD! (: Cause if you dont, you'll end up looking like this.

BUT, if you study hard like role model Stefanie Chen Shuwen,

you'll have good results & yay! JUMP FOR JOY ;D

Hahahaha. I LOVE YOU!

__ grad nite

2006-10-20T19:15:00.000+08:00

this is a shoutout to all sec 4s frm tkgs.
do post this to tell everyone you know. ((:

GRADNITE!! ((:
our gradnite is at M hotel, anson rd.
its on the 22nd of Nov.

so yeah.

damn, we've only one day to prom shop..
wtf.

-out

__ overdue pics.

2006-10-19T19:17:00.000+08:00

me at starbucks. (:

best and me. (: 01102006

-out

__ tagged

2006-10-19T18:52:00.000+08:00

was tagged by kerri and stefanie chen to do this silly thing..
ugh.

One. Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself. And they've gotta be true.

Two. Come up with 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.

Three. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.

Four. Post them and let people guess which the five false ones are!

Five. Get 5 others to do the same

1. my table is the messiest place in my house

2. i can play the piano pretty well but i hate it.

3. i have gone skinny dipping before

4. i failed 7 out of 9 subjects in sec 3.

5. i hate lui.

6. i was very talkative when i was young.

7. i like to watch TV.

8. i have only watched two movies this year.

9. i threw someone's lunchbox out of the window before.

10. im realie good at talking to a crowd.

11. i was bullied when i was in kindergarten.

12. i have watched the parent trap 47 times.

13. i have an idol. (: [if u dont knw if this is true or not, ure an idiot]

14. i can play for worship without scores.

15. my bedtime is usually arnd midnight.

16. i hate guys who like me the moment they meet me.

17. i am scared of fresh prawns.

18. im a loner.

19. i cant sight read drum scores.

20. i have twisted both ankles before.

well. its like super easy cos i cant be bothered to realie think.
oh wells.
im so sleepy.

realie tired.
i hope all goes well for my prac tmrw.
bambambam.

here i go
so dishonestly
leave a note
for you my only one
and i know
you can see right through me
so let me go
and you will find someone.

-out

__ besties!

2006-10-18T19:14:00.000+08:00

had mep prac in the morning.
man, it was terrible.
not my playing but the experience.
i left my hse at 950.
definitely i could reach sch by 1045.
at ten thirty, sheena called and said that they pushed everyth forward.
i was like, wtf?
without thinking, i got off the bus and cabbed to sch.
then yah la, when i reached sch.
williams said "no. i dint say anyth was pushed fwd."
then sheena "but thats wat u said.."
williams said "NO. "
*silence*

like watever man.
i rushed like mad, even ran up the stairs to the music room.
i think its just crazy.
i still can rmb how fast my heart was beating.
the examiners were realie nice.
i mean, the moment i walked in.
all six of them looked at me and smiled.
yes, SMILED.
my hands were all wet.
i was so nervous.
slipped a couple of notes.
but i guess it was alright.
*shrugs*

headed to wee lee to jam for my drums prac.
there were so many flies in the room
God knows why...
ugh.
thanks to fets, zidd and vann for helping me out (:
much loves.

went with bestie to play pool at marina.
had carl's jnr first.
at the pool place, the fucking uncle refused to accept my ezlink card
even though i was above sixteen.
like wtf?
he said need IC.
watever man.
so we played arcade games.
(:
then we walked to bras besah.
checked out guit effects.
i had a fun time with best. ((:
<3s

im so tired now!!
shall go sleep.
science prac tmrw.
i dont even knw how to prepare for that LA.
): i mean,
there are a million and one things that can come out.
food test, rate of rxn, diffusion etc etc etc.

maybe i shud just sleep.
the haze is getting to me.

i'll keep you my dirty little secret
dont tell anyone or you'll be
just another regret
hope that you can keep it
who has to know?

-out

__ teachers

2006-10-18T08:30:00.000+08:00

just saw sarah-ann's comic blog.
and i came across the quote
"a good tchr is like a candle -
it consumes itself to light the way for others"
it dawned upon me that that is realie wat tchrs are meant for.
and it makes me wanna work hard
prove myself to them
and also to tell them that their work has paid off too.

i guess this entry is more of a tribute to my tchrs.
those that have realie made an impact in my life.
frm TKGS.
(:

MISS SAFFIAH:: this mad tchr though loud, we all knw she's one of the most committed tchrs in TKGS. constantly printing notes for us, and even typing out ALL the answer schemes for hist and ss. though sometimes she can get annoying, but you shud see the way she stands up for our class if we get into trouble. (: I LOVE HER!

MRS CHEONG:: this mad woman. the one stef wants to strangle. but i guess, she's okayy. though sometimes she realie picks on me. i knw she just wants the best for us. though sometimes she can be a little nuts at times like telling me its sweet of me not to bring sweets into the exam hall. like, wth.

MISS LUI:: this is one woman who has made the greatest impact on my life with her size and booming voice. i hate her totally. like so wat if i have tuition? you got a problem? she teaches so fcking slowly that its impossible to catch up with the other classes!! is it our fault that we hvnt learnt two chapts for prelims? NO. she's made an impact on my life. i'll rmbr her as the fat teacher who taught so slowly and who's taking one of the higher pays in TKGS. she watch out. she better.

MRS NGIN:: the cutest of all! (: i realie love her. almost every lesson she tells us inspirational stories to get us going. i still rmbr the first story she told us. and also the apple she gave us. that meant to tell us "in every apple, there is a star. and to see it, u need to cut it the right way. same as u all. all of u, like the apple, have a star inside you. and soon, you will shine." so sweet! so many of us cried during class la. i mean, its realie different when ure teacher goes the extra mile to buy us all apples to remind us. oh. and recently, she made all of us origami birds. she cut all of them herself in diff colors. its realie pretty. its meant to remind us to be like baby birds. "keep flapping your wings. cos if u quit, nth will happen. but if u keep flapping, and when u try hard enough, one day you will fly." thank you mrs ngin!

yeah thats it for this year.
a preview of my tchrs.
(:

oh i got tagged by that stupidKERRI to do someth realie dumb.
like watever man.

i'll do it another time.

off to practise for my MEP prac that is at 1120am.

toodles!

-out

__ if i kissed you

2006-10-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

If I Kissed You - Corrinne May

If I kissed you
Would fireworks fly
Woud angels sing with lollipops
Would dinosaurs cry
Would babies all gurgle in laughter and surprise
If I kissed you.

If I kissed you
What would Michaelangelo say
Would he still have sculpted David
Would we be immortalized in clay
Would the poets write of love like ours
Would John Donne have his say
If I kissed you

You could be one in a million
You could be the one for me
But l guess I'll never know if I never try
I guess I'll just have to grab you in my arms and kiss you.

If I kissed you
Would you lose track of time
Would you feel a surge of happiness
Running up your spine
Would you run naked in the street
with a tattoo of my name on your behind
If I kissed you.
Oh, if I kissed you
Yeah, if I kissed you.

(:

-out

__ love me

2006-10-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

If you get there before i do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
But i don't know how long i'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until i see you again
I'll be loving you
Loveme.

(:

_ post 200

2006-10-15T21:04:00.000+08:00

this is my 200th post! (:

somehow i had an exciting day.
exciting not cos smth realie fun happened.
but i guess its the beginning of smth beautiful
and i realie want it to work out.

so yeah.
im not gonna let anyone ruin it.

Nobody told me it'd feel so good
Nobody said it'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

(:

i'd give all it takes
to see you smile.
and hold your hand again.

-out

__ last day of school

2006-10-13T18:51:00.000+08:00

//edit// today in sch the debate finals teams were Live on 93.8FM. it was a talkshow i think. then this crazy scholar, FAME, she talked. she said someth like she beat up the cat, buried it alive, stuffed a pipe into its mouth until its eyes popped out. and she added that she did it not because she was traumatized by smth frm young but because she felt good doing it. i think she's fucking psycho. dont u think so? hello, the sch's name is at stake! she should be sent to jail!! wat the bloody fuck. i realie think she's fucking mad. go back to thailand laa. bloody fuck. //edit//

the day started bright and early.
announcements by lois was HILARIOUS.
((:
great start. THANKS LOIS!
during english,
everyone was getting our masking tapes done.
((:
school was a BLAST.
me nir and pra pasted the word "Bodohphuck" on our asses and walked arnd sch like that.
so bloody cool.
we were like taped all over.
had a realie great day.
camwhored like nobody's business.

first terrible shot of the day. with the best fren anyone could have. (: FATCHEEKS!!

shaun and us. (:

i know he's just JEALOUS of our masking tapes. haha.

got rid of the jealous one.

buddy and i during operation clean up!! (:

buddy, me, kerri and yin qi. ((: at the corridor.

buddy, me, ally and kerri. ((:

the mighty five! (: all five of us are called true EIGHTERS. cos for all four years we were in TKGS, we were in the eighth class tgt. you guys rock! ((:

(clockwise frm top left):: priya, sheena, kerri, me, yinqi.

this is fourEIGHT for you! ((: the only person missing is ms saffiah. notice all the masking tapes? ((: FASHION STATEMENT!!

well. headed to the MJC open hse aft sch with corde and alyo.
saw aaron.
but the open house was a bloody flop.
ah wells.

aft my hair in those pins for the whole day.

my hair became wavy.
hahah!

yayys.

okayy.
going off for dinner now.
hungry.
FOOD.

will you lie here with me
and just forget the world?

-out

__ second last day of school

2006-10-12T10:18:00.000+08:00

well this is the 2nd last day of sch.
and im feeling a little nostalgic.
not abt the sch.
but about the people who has been with me for the past 2years.
namely 4eight. (star class)
so i decided to write a short para for those im close to in class. (:

here goes.

NIROSHA:: hello. (: thanks for being my new and nice lab partner. (unlike priya) *ahem* you're my favourite friend! (: love you. (priya, stop calling nir a TATTLETALE)
PRIYA:: haha. u idiot. i knw ure bloody happy that ure SECOND on the list. just refused to put u first. haha. anyw. thanks for being there for me though u're usually ANNOYING. haha. ok ok. u're not so annoying la. love ya babe!
NRL:: hey you. (: thanks for being such a nosey bitch. nosing around all my stuff. argh. and unproudly being the first to know abt *ahem*. i feel like slapping you. but i cant bring myself to cos i love you. ((: sweet aite? melt NOW.
SHRTL:: SKINNY! haha. i can hear priya's voice screaming that word now in my head. annoying voice. haha. i know you love me. heh.
SNAM:: bambamBAMbambam! yes i know i must teach u how to whack the drums. thanks for being so cute all the time, making me laugh. ((: love!
ZIDD:: four years of netballing. ahaha. ((: i know we've had fun. rmb those times ppl thot we were tgt? hilarious! ((: love ya.
VIVIEN:: hey (: thanks for being a great fren. though we dont talk alot but i knw you're a fren i can always count on.
KERRI:: yoohoo!! omg. i cant believe it! we've lasted this four years tgt. (: i'll nvr forget how we bullied yagnya. with hid and naad also. hahah. so evil. oh wells. LOVE LOVE!
STEFANIE:: haha! FETS. oh wells. thanks for being a fat fren. without you, im sure my life would nvr be the same. I LOVE YOU.
JOCELYN:: buddy!! (: thanks for having recess with me all the time. im gonna miss you. (: lets fight for more marks tgt! hahaah.
SHEENA,CELESTINE,MABEL:: thanks for all the bridging sessions and that bowling game. hah. (: we should be like taitais. except we play bridge instead of MAHJONG.
SABRINA:: haha. ((: thanks for always pinching, kicking, hitting me double the times i do it to you. abuse! oh wells. u're windy and i cant help it. haha.
YINQI:: (((: my good fren! we must stay frens forever okay? (: you me and kerri. woohoo!! all the best for ur future endeavours.

to everyone in 4eight (including those above):: i love you ALL very much and without anyone of you, i may not be who i am today. im thankful that somehow God has allowed me to meet you crazy people. lets all strive hard for O's. no matter wat ppl say about us eighters (esp the tchrs), lets all study so hard and make saffy proud of us. (: aft all she was nice to us. haha. i mean it, okay. we owe her tons. WE WILL walk out of TKGS with our heads held high, cos we know we have done well. (:

now everyone's signing class photo.
i shall put it here soon.
man, im gonna miss everyone.

damn.

-out

__ nothing in this world

2006-10-11T10:11:00.000+08:00

nothing in this world can stop us tonight
i can do wat she can do so much better
nothing in this world can turn out the light
im gonna make you feel alright
tonight

((:

off to study.
):

-out

__ lethargy

2006-10-10T13:01:00.000+08:00

im so lethargic.
home rocks.
school is so out man..

oh wells.
ive passed my prelims.
and by the end of this week,
i would have officially graduated frm tkgs.
four years.
(:

tuition laters.
so tired laas.

all the open houses this week.
shud be making a trip to MJC with corde and JOEL.
we're going to visit AARON.
haha.
he'll try to let us jam there or smth like that.
well,
i realie hope we get to. (:

snam:: bambamBAMbambam ((: miss you monkey.

<3

you're the answer to the question
the reason to the rhyme
you're the rhythm to my heart
when it beats out of time
im so thankful that you are mine
its true that you are my SOUL TATTOO

-out